Not really sure what the end result will be when everything is broken and all over the floor. But that is what I have to wait for. It is strange to just be watching from afar as events keep unfolding, getting uglier and uglier, and more like what once was will never actually be again.
There are reasons why I moved away, so I could be more independent and do things as I wanted to. There are reasons why I was never close with family, and why my friends are some of the most important people in my life. You get to pick them, and if they don't work out like many have in the past, it is just a way of life. The friends that are really important to you, you may fight with, cry with, laugh and have the best of times with them, they are the ones that I need in my life right now.
I personally feel like I'm losing my family, and well I could do something about it, I can't till they figure out what is going on and deal with the issues. I have tried, and now I'm done.
So I'm taking a step back, going to rely on my friends and J for support.
There are reasons why I moved away, so I could be more independent and do things as I wanted to. There are reasons why I was never close with family, and why my friends are some of the most important people in my life. You get to pick them, and if they don't work out like many have in the past, it is just a way of life. The friends that are really important to you, you may fight with, cry with, laugh and have the best of times with them, they are the ones that I need in my life right now.
I personally feel like I'm losing my family, and well I could do something about it, I can't till they figure out what is going on and deal with the issues. I have tried, and now I'm done.
So I'm taking a step back, going to rely on my friends and J for support.
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